I Hate Me

I hate me for being alive,
I hate me for being born,
I don’t say this for you won’t know,
I don’t say this for you’ll go sore.

I hate me for not studying,
I hate me for not proving,
I hate me for not achieving,
I hate me for not growing,
I hate me for not being worth it.

No dedication, determination, recognition.
Gimme love,care,fame.
Hate me for not taking it up,
Taking up anything in my life.

Hate me for being like this,
Nothing, nothing , no results,
Operations on frustration.

I hate me for no friends,
I hate me for no kin’s,
I hate me for no family,
I hate me for no love.

Now, I hate me, my love, thy world,
Hate my head,
Love you dead,
Hate everything,
Operations on frustration.
And on modus operandi.